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[6thirty]

i want to be a better writer.
i want to write all kinds of stories.
i want to learn more about this and that.
i want to talk to someone.
a long talk.
not just small chat.
i wish i had a dog to pet and sleep with.
i wish hope didn't passed away.
i want to lose weight.
i am practicing a habit.
getting up and walking habit.
i want to talk to my sibling.
i wonder how queer i am.
i want to create stuff.
i need to upload more e-books.
i need to clean up my laptop.
so i can have more space.
this is supposed to be a rant.
i don't know if i feel better.
i plan to write everyday.
about the same old things.
and maybe the new things that happen to me.
i have to meet a person about daytime treatment.
i also have to go to a vietnamese mental health group.
i should learn vietnamese.
but i would rather learn japanese.
i even downloaded books about japanese.
what to do, what to do.
i need to plot that story too.